I know i'm a little behind the curve ball....

I saw a few people do this and I usually don't do this kind of stuff! But it looked fun! I am going to make a list of all the things I want to accomplish in 2009...This year is going to be a whole new experience for me! I'm excited and I can hardly wait!

1. Finally live under the same roof as my husband!
2. Move to Germany
3. Live on a military base
4. Be more independent (defiantly learning to do this already)
5. Finish my first full year of college
6. Get a part time job
7. Learn German (I will be living there for 3 years)
8. Spend Valentines Day in Paris
9. Take my husband to Ireland
10. Meet new people
11. I know everyone says this but eat healthy!
12. Work out for at least 30 minutes a day- so far so good
13. Come home for Carla's wedding
14. Appreciate my husband more
15. Get back into reading
16. Send care packages to my nieces...advice from Kimmy so they don't forget me
17. Keep in touch with my family more

So I think that is a good start for now! I can only do so much..lol.

Germany and other stuff!

Germany is fast approaching! My husband comes home next Friday and will be here for about 2 weeks or so, not exactly sure yet, and then he will be leaving! I'm still hopeful that I will be going with him at the same time, but who knows! I'm trying not to get my heart set on it because I don't want to be dissapointed. But anyways, I just can't believe this is all happening so fast! Jeeze....couldn't they have atleast ease me into this whole military wife moving around and being away from family thing! Don't get me wrong, we made the decision together for him to join the army and I am excited to enjoy the experience of Europe! It's just alot to obsorb! I am so excited for him to come home and this time we won't be running around like chickens with our heads cut off!!! lol....We will just get to spend some quality time together and enjoy it before he or we leave. I'm gratefull that I get to have him home again. I have been spending as much time with my baby neices (Emily, Madi, and Kaydence), my sister and my bestie Carla. I will miss all of them SO much. Carla is getting married this summer and I am going to try my hardest to be here for the wedding....It just will be a hard decision cause I know I can't just pick up and come back, so I do have to plan accordingly. I want to be here but what about other holidays and stuff...international flying isn't too cheap! Once a year is all I will do because I want to explore Europe too! Man oh man....maybe I'm getting ahead of my self. I should just take everything one step at a time. :)

On another note I have a friend that I keep attempting to hang out with because I will miss him when we move but it seems like every attempt to hang out that I make, keeps getting rejected! I mean should I just give up and except that maybe they are worth my time? Or keep trying? I have mixed feelings....1. I have made SEVERAL attempts to hang out 2. I am leaving and will miss him! Oh I don't know! Maybe I will just wait and see what happens..... :)

I found it!

I finally found a nintendo wii!! So excited! And i found a wii fit!!! Okay thats all!

Kim has inspired me!!-edited

My amazing friend kimmy has lost 16lbs...jealous!! So I have decided to get my lazt butt of the couch! I am in the process (have to find one) of buying a wii and the wii fit! My sister in law has one so for now I will use it! I want to loose 90lbs, eventually!!! Anyway, go Kimmy!

Okay so I realized 90lbs would be too much! Haha....i want to weigh 155 (healthy weight for my height) so I have 49lbs to loose...haha wow!

Two weeks fly by way too fast!!!

So my husband left, already! He was here December 19th (his 24th birthday!) thru January 2nd. I know he was here for all the major holidays and I should just appreciate the fact that I got to see him! But I can't, call me selfish....but 2 weeks just wasn't enough. All we did was run around from one family members' house to another. I had one day with him to my self, just one day! Even on the one day I had we were supposed to be at his grandmothers celebrating Christmas, so I spent the day feeling guilty that I was "hogging" him, as his sister put it! I knew this wouldn't be easy and I should just suck it up cause it's only going to get worse from here. On another note I still haven't found anything out about Germany, it's just a little frustrating. It wouldn't be so bad if i didn't get asked about it on a daily basis......When I know, you will know!!Okay so I'm done whining and complaining (for now).

I must say though it was great having him here and we did go see my new favorite movie of all time...Marley & Me. It is so cute! I cryed my eyes out at the end...all I could think of is my dog Roxie dying.....sad :(! But still hands down a great movie. Even Brandon liked it, and he hates girly movies.