I'm torn....

My friend Carla is getting married in July, my sister is graduating high school in June of this year, and I want to go on a vacation with my husband at the end of July. I don't know what to do! If I go home to the states I can't go to the graduation and the wedding since they are over a month apart and I can't get that much time off. Whose heart do I break?? My sister or one of my best friends?!?! My husband and I had a last minute wedding and I didn't even have a wedding dress, so we have always wanted to go on a honeymoon and we want to go to Italy or France. We have been saving and finally have the money. So do I give up and put my honey moon on the back burner again? Oh man I don't know! I will feel guilty no matter what I choose! What would you do??

Hello, Hello....

It has been forever since I posted!!! Things have been crazy around here. School has been super busy, then I was trying to get a job, the weather has been super nice, and the best part is our stuff came!!! YAY no more cardboard bed....I also decided to have my car sent over here, so I have been studying for the drivers test so I can get my drivers license and drive it when it gets here!! Man, I miss my car. Well, other than that not much has been going on just working out and doing school. Last night I went out with Val and Sigmon and we decided to try Mexican food. It was really, really good. I was surprised since there was veggies in my enchiladas and only like 2 peices of meat and my chips and sour cream wasnt like home at all, but it was all really good!! We went to Loco's in Weiden...mmmm.....yummy! Oh my I almost forgot on our way home there were like seriously a million HUGE toads that looked like they wanted to lick our faces off!!! Then we I got home I was taking the dog out and a GIANT toad jumped at me and actually tried to lick my face off!! I screamed at the top of my lungs as it crushed one of my flowers in my garden that I just finished making pretty the other day. I made my husband stand in the door way till the dog was done! Let me make a list of all the things I miss from the states:

1. "Excuse me" I'm not saying we don't have rude people at home, after all I am from the Seattle area! But man are some of these Germans rude!

2. Tims Cascade jalapeno chips

3. Bug Spray...there are ants and flippen spiders every where!! Why can't I spray and kill them?

4. Being able to wash a large load of laundry

5. Being able to wash a large load of dishes

6. Driving my car!!

7. Being able to read a sign

8. Stopping for directions...I wish I spoke German

9. Being able to cross the street (walking) without fearing my life

10. Being yelled at by someone and understanding what the heck I did wrong

11. Not having to play charades everytime I need something and we can't understand eachother

12. Weed killer

I'm sure theres more but I can't think!! I will write a list of my loves later...I have ALOT of those. :) But I have a TON of homework to do!